Sunday, 11 August 2013

Park Wala love :)

“What is her problem?” Arjun said to himself and again when he turned he found that she was looking at him with those deep eyes.  He never could read what she wanted, but that doesn’t mean that she had the right to look at him like that.  At first he would just pointedly ignore it, but nowadays even he was getting self-conscious about the way she would always stare at him.  he wondered why she was doing it? Was she trying to ask him sorry? still she had the audacity to ask for forgiveness after that big lie! How dare her? he’d never forgive her? he hated liars, and Sakshi was nothing but a big liar.  He turned and ignored her concentrating more on the case in front of them.  After a few hours, they finally had a lead, they had to follow a person and had to unfortunately a couple had to go under disguise in a park, where they could easily spy on the suspect.  And poor Arjun, he was the one assigned to it.  already he hated doing drama in his job, but one glare from Rathore he had no choice but to agree.  But the worst thing was that Sakshi was to go with him.  He shouted saying that he wasn’t getting anywhere with her, but one phrase and he had to accept, “Duty pasand ya na pasand ki nahin hota hein!” from Rathore.  Arjun glared at Sakshi as if she was the one who lead to it.
One hour later, Arjun and Sakshi were sitting on the ground in a park where they could see everyone coming and going. Arjun completely ignored Sakshi and was looking around, when suddenly he heard Sakshi clear her throat. But he ignored her, but Sakshi was also adamant, she cleared her throat a few times till finally he turned and stared at her.
“What do you want?” Arjun asked coldly.
“Arjun, we came here as a couple, but anyone seeing us here wont ever believe that we are a couple!” Sakshi said naively.
Arjun fumed on hearing her say this, “Acha so what do you want? Do you want to jump on you, and kiss you and caress you everywhere! Will all this mean that we are a couple!” Arjun never knew what he said until the words were out of his mouth, and he saw Sakshi blushing at him. Something stirred in him when seeing her red cheeks and lowered eyes, but he was angry at himself for this lapse and again ignored her presence.
Both were looking around when suddenly they saw their suspect coming.  They watched him stealthily, when they saw that this man was looking strangely at them.
“Maine kaha tha nah, we dont look at all like a couple! We look like two countries going for World War,” Sakshi hissed while smiling at Arjun.
Arjun saw their suspect looking at them, and he had to agree that she was right. “What the heck,” he muttered and without giving Sakshi any chance, he dragged her in his arms, hiding his face in her hairs so that he could look at the suspect.
Sakshi was too shocked at this, she tried pushing Arjun away , but Arjun only tightened his hold and muttered, “Stop moving!” After a few minutes, the suspect seeing this couple in love didnt pay much attention to them.
It was only then that Arjun relaxed his hold, but still not letting her go away from him.  he could feel the soft body of Sakshi against her, and soon her warmth of her body could be felt by him.  he closed his eyes and tried to control his senses. What was happening to him?
That proximity was new and a little frightening, and she looked up into his dark eyes and tried to get away but Arjun wasn’t letting her go. "What are you doing?" she asked nervously.
"Trying to ruffle you a little," he murmured darkly. "You're too neat to seem like we were necking here."
”What did you just say?” Sakshi asked blushing profusely failing to understand Arjun.  Arjun was completely mesmerised in Sakshi’s eyes and her closeness to him was having strange effects. He ran his hand roughly through her hair, and looked back to his work, but then he shook his head. "Not good enough." His eyes dropped to her soft mouth, and for the first time since he met her he wondered how it would feel to have that soft mouth under his lips.
She felt his strong fingers bite into her waist trying to get her closer to him, as if that was even possible, and her eyes widened. "Arjun stop it!" she cautioned gently. "I'm not on the menu, remember why we are here?"
His eyebrows rose curiously. "Are you afraid of me, Sakshi?" he asked in a tone he'd never used before.
“Not afraid, but i think you have forgotten that we are here to work!” Sakshi said angrily.  She had to use this tone, otherwise it wouldn’t take long for her to melt in his arms.
Her tone was enough to break the spell Arjun was under, he immediately pushed her and ignored her again, all the while checking their suspect.  Soon enough their suspect started to move and Arjun got up and was going to follow him, when he felt someone dragging him back.
“Kya hein Sakshi?” Arjun asked angrily.
“Arjun we are a couple nah? how will it look if you forget me and go alone?” Sakshi reminded him.
Arjun immediately put a hand n Sakshi’s waist and dragged her with him.  They saw the suspect stopping and since they didnt have anywhere to stop either without getting any attention to them, Arjun and Sakshi hid behind some bushes, and spied on their suspect.  The bushes were very high that no one could even see them there.
Finally they saw the suspect taking a packet from a stranger, Arjun immediately took his phone and told Rathore that they could now arrest both men.  Within  a few minutes the ETF reached there and they all arrested these two men.  Rathore and the others took the criminals away leaving Sakshi and Arjun alone.  Arjun turned to move on when suddenly he heard Sakshi shouting.
“Oh no mera phone? It’s not in my bag!” Sakshi shouted.
“Theek se check karlo!” Arjun said without even looking at her.
“Mein andhi nahin hoon! Samjhe ya...” Sakshi said angrily.

Arjun finally turned and said, “Maybe it fell when we were sitting or near the bushes! Let’s go and check!” They went to the first place they were sitting but nothing, and then went to the bushes and fortunately Sakshi’s mobile was still on the ground.  Sakshi bent down to pick up her mobile when suddenly she slipped and fell.  Arjun mumbled a curse and went forward to help her to get up extending his hand. But Sakshi ignored him and again tried to get up, but in her haste she again tumbled but this time her hands automatically went to Arjun’s shirt for support, and since Arjun hadn’t expected this, both fell down again behind the bushes, where no one could even see them.


Part 2:
Arjun tried to get up, but somehow his hand ended up touching her bare shoulder.  At his strong, possessively warm touch, which set her heart racing, she looked up and met his searching gaze. It was like electricity. Her very breathing seemed to be affected by it.
His mouth was beautiful in a very masculine way, and she couldn't seem to stop looking at it.
He touched her long hair gently, his eyes still probing hers. She was trembling, he noticed completely under this moment’s spell.
He wanted to taste her warm mouth and feel her body yield against the strength of his. His eyes narrowed at his own disturbing thoughts. “What the hell was he thinking?” Arjun thought to himself.  How can he even think like this for Sakshi. He shuddered and tried to get up, but his eyes met her eyes again, and he stalled his movements.  Suddenly he felt like asking Sakshi something.
“Why do you always look at me like that! Dont you know that i hate you? Yet you always stare at me? Why?”Arjun probed.
Sakshi again blushed at this.  She remembered how Ayesha said she was in love with Arjun. Could it be true? Did she really love this hard man? But then she’d never ever get her love.  She had seen so many pain in Arjun’s eyes, she knew how much Arjun loved Roshni, her love was never going to be responded.  Thinking about this her eyes automatically filled with tears. She closed her eyes as if trying to shut out the truth she had finally acknowledged.
Arjun shook Sakshi slightly when he saw the tears, he wondered what happened? Just now she was blushing, and then he could read an array of feelings in her eyes, till finally her eyes started to water.  He didnt do anything yet why was Sakshi crying.
“Kya hua Sakshi? Ro kyun rahe ho?” Arjun asked gently.
Sakshi opened up her eyes at the gentleness in Arjun’s voice and couldn’t prevent herself from saying, “I wanted to help you! You seem so alone and in pain! I wanted to be there whenever you need me! I cant see you in so much pain!”.
She bit her tongue when she realised that she had just opened up her heart to someone who probably didnt care at all. She tried to push Arjun away so that she could run away and hid herself somewhere no one could find her.  But Arjun was too heavy for her, and she couldn’t move him one bit.
Arjun had heard Sakshi’s words, and it took him some time to digest what she just said.  He couldn’t believe it, he stared in her eyes and could see that he wasn’t wrong at all. Sakshi was in love with him, no wonder she had been behaving like this lately.  “nahin aisa nahin ho sakta! He has to make her run away from him! He didnt want her to love him!” Arjun put on his angry mode and tried his best to scare Sakshi off.  But what he didnt realise was that feelings couldn’t be controlled at all in life.
“Excuse me! Why the hell would i want something from you! How could you even imagine me thinking something like that! God you disgust me even more! Suna tumne, you disgust me even more!” Arjun shouted and saw Sakshi starting to cry now.
“You want to be here for me? Right? And why?! You think i need anyone for company! How stupid and rubbish!” he continued with venom.
“You have only one thing which could ever be useful to me!” Arjun continued to insult Sakshi.  Sakshi looked athim in tears as if asking what he meant by his final words.
“Your body! Nothing else!” Arjun said angrily, and finally bent down to punish Sakshi for even loving him.  He had thought he’s make her scared with some punishing kisses, but on the contrary everything backfired at him. 
An outraged cry broke from her under the punishing force of the kiss. She was aware of struggling briefly, fighting him until she felt the sting of his teeth against her soft lips, until the warm, steely nearness burned through the bedclothes against her, until he forced her trembling mouth to part for him and taught her sensations she'd never been capable of feeling.
Arjun thought he’d let her go after this punishing kiss, but suddenly he felt Sakshi’s body relaxing under his.  He didnt knew what happened at that instance, except he felt he couldn’t let her go at all, and his mouth eased its pressure and became caressing, seductive and arousing.
One of his hand went to cup her face, tilting it gently as Arjun deepened the kiss in an intimacy that Sakshi had never shared with a man.
A soft, barely audible protest broke from her, and Sakshi tried to get away. "Not yet," Arjun said firmly, his breath mingling with hers as he nipped sensuously at the soft contours of her mouth. "Kiss me back."
Her wet lashes opened lazily to look at him, to find him staring back at her. He was so close that she could see the tiny lines around his eyelids, the dark eyebrows above them. Her fingers went up to trace them down to the hint of a frown that wrinkled his brow.  She wanted so much to erase all the frowns on his face. In that instance she knew she could have easily withdrawn. But somehow she was no longer in control of her body.  She went to him against her better judgement and kissed him gently on his lips.
Arjun was shocked when he felt Sakshi kissing him.  He had thought that he’d be leaving her, but one kiss from her and he was completely lost too. He pulled her more into him and found her mouth with slow passion, opening it to the soft probe of his tongue.
While he kissed her, his hand gently caressed her through all her clothes as if she belonged to him.
Her hands on their own slid up and down over his chest and felt the warm muscle of him. She loved the way he felt, the faint throb of his heartbeat gaining strength under her fingertips. The breeze blew gently and bird songs filled the air.
She was dazed with pleasure when she felt his hand guiding hers away from his chest, down over the firm muscles of his stomach, until she touched him where his passion for her was most visible.
Her hand jerked away, but he pressed it there, and his mouth became hot and insistent on her parted lips. For one long, exquisite moment, she gave in to her need and his, and let him teach her.
The intimate feel of his body had an unexpected effect on her. She burned with the need to satisfy his hunger, to give him peace. She wanted him to touch her as she was touching him, she wanted him to pull her dress away and kiss her bare body. She wanted to be under him, over him, wanted to absorb him as earth absorbs water...
She didn't realize that she was whispering it to him, telling him all her secrets, her voice breaking as her hand pressed harder against him, learning him.
He groaned and moved suddenly, his weight between her lax thighs, the press of his aroused flesh suddenly intimately demanding.
She cried out at the sensations it gave her when she felt him as she'd never experienced a man in her life.
Only then she’d realised that things were getting too much out of hand.  She couldn’t do this.
"Arjun, nahin!" she gasped.
But he didn't hear her. The area was completely isolated, deserted. His hands were already in her jeans touching her, paving the way. She heard a faint rasp and then felt some clothes being removed and then felt him without any hint of fabric in the way.
"Arjun!" she cried out completely shocked.
"It's all right," Arjun said while nibbling at her ear. His hands gentled her, trembling, as he eased closer, probing. He caught his breath and groaned helplessly. "Oh, God, Sakshi, let me!"
His mouth covered hers with aching tenderness while he pushed down in a feverish, mindless agony of need. She cried out, because it was difficult. But seconds later, she felt him completely possess her, and she gasped at the incredible sensations she felt when he began to move with a slow, deliberate rhythm.
He kissed her while he loved her, his tongue imitating what his body was doing. He rocked over her, his body slow and unsteady, but very expert as he drew pleasure from her. He whispered to her, his voice unsteady, broken with pleasure, coaxing her to move, to lift, to absorb him.
The rhythm was unbelievably arousing. She jerked as the sensations shot through her like swelling fire. There was only Arjun, and the heat of his possession, the sharp urgency of his movements, the pleasure he was building and building until she tensed with an anguish bordering on madness.
She heard him repeating her name as his movements suddenly became violent. The world exploded around her, inside her. She cried out and began to convulse helplessly in hot contractions that were as frightening as they were ecstatic.
He shuddered and cried out in hoarse ecstasy, his body arching over her, his face clenched with the unbearable sweetness that racked his powerful body. Sometime later, he slowly collapsed on her and lay still and spent, shivering with exhaustion even as she reached the most incredible peak of sensation.
She came back to awareness a little later, and her body felt cold and sick. They weren't even undressed. He'd only moved the most necessary things out of the way. He'd made love to her, taken her completely, in a public park behind bushes where anyone could have seen them. The fact that the park was completely deserted made no difference. It was shameful and disgusting.
She began to cry.
Arjun also came to awareness and stared at Sakshi crying.  He immediately got away and righted up all his clothes, his back to Sakshi.  He could her sobbing and all.  What had he done? Gosh that too in a park? What must Sakshi think about him? He behaved like a sex-starved man. He couldn’t face Sakshi right now, but he couldn’t also leave her alone here and go.  And since he was the guilty one, he turned and froze his heart when he saw Sakshi crying.  He bent towards her and took her in his arms. 
“It’s ok, we’ll get married, as soon as we could!” Arjun said.


The End

Sunday, 21 July 2013

Arjun Angry wala love OS

This is after Arjun shouts at Sakshi JHe started to walk away angry and disgusted at what Sakshi had done! And hell he had been feeling guilty so many days all because of her, when she had only lied to her! He remembered the way he was concerned about her health and all, and how he had even lifted her up.
He had almost reached the SUV when he remembered he had picked her up to put her in it.  He gave punch on the SUV, just how disgusting can one get! He was really angry, and only he knows how he stopped himself from violence towards her. He was leaning on the SUV trying to control his feelings when he saw Sakshi coming towards.
“Oh god! Doesnt she know that it’s better to stay away from me! She wants me to murder her or what!” Arjun said to himself and turned to have his back on her.  And ignoring her, he went to enter his SUV, when he felt himself being held back.
His anger had no limits now! He snatched her hand from his arm, and turned to glare at her.“Sakshi Anand, if you want your well being, then just get out from here! I said “GET OUT” go away from me!” Arjun shouted.  Thankfully everyone had gone home, and they were alone in the parking.
But Sakshi was adamant, she wasn’t going to leave his arm without having explained her part!“Dont touch me! You disgust me!” Arjun said and tried to snatch her hand away.  But Sakshi didnt falter and went to stand between Arjun and the SUV’s door, so as to prevent Arjun from getting in.Arjun glared at her, and then finally he could no longer control his temper or anger.  He approached Sakshi slowly, till Sakshi was leaning on the SUV, and he had his hands on both sides of her.  Sakshi only wanted to give part of her story, but instead Arjun appeared like a mad man infront of her.  She now realised the mistake she made by trying to talk with him right now.  She should have left him to calm down a bit. But nahin stupid that she was, she had to tempt the devil today itself.  She looked around with hope, but it was already night, and they both alone in the underground parking. She gulped her saliva and looked into Arjun eyes.  She waited for Arjun to say something and even let her go, but nope he was glaring at her.
“Arjun let me go!” Sakshi said feebly and scared now.
“Really? And why? You seem to like always being with me! Always touching me! And then this sympathy part, where you made me lift you! And why not! Since you came here, you’ve been blatantly after me! And why not! I’m nothing but a human, why should i refuse when given something so many times!” Arjun said even more angry at himself for not having caught her lie before.  in his anger, he couldn’t control his words nor actions.Sakshi now was very scared at his words!
“Yeh kya keh rahe ho aap!” Sakshi said worriedly.“Kyun nahin! You do everything to get my attention! You need me to see you and acknowledge you! And now that i’m finally gonna act on this, you pretend to not understand anything!” Arjun said coldly.His dark head seemed to obliterate the light as it lowered, and she felt hypnotised and too scared, staring as her heart banged louder and louder until that ruthless mouth closed over hers.
The hot rush of excitement made her gasp, struggling, and that seemed to inflame and anger him even more.  Suddenly, his mouth was parting hers with hungry demand, and despite herself, Sakshi moaned in hoarse disbelief, her mouth opening helplessly beneath his. But still she struggled, her good hand hitting his powerful shoulders, her body wriggling as she tried to push him away.Her puny fight irritated him further. A rough sound of pleasure came from the back of his throat.   He was pushing her back against the SUV, his mouth a hot onslaught of commanding power, and as his strong hands began to move over her body she gave a hoarse cry of alarmed excitement.Somehow she managed to free her mouth and said brokenly, “Let me go! Help!” she even shouted.“You’re an exciting combination of innocence and whore. I’m afraid I can’t be stopped. I must have you,” Arjun said coldly yet attracted to her also.  His anger had led to his lack of control, and now that he had touched her, he wanted more.  And besides she’s been playing  on him and trying to get attention for so long.  And now she had it completely! His attention, his anger and his desire.For a long moment, she just stood there, breathless and afraid, staring up into his ruthless face.  What he had said was unacceptable. She was so shocked that she couldn’t summon the anger to slap his insolent face because she simply had never been spoken to like this in her life, and the worst part was she believed he meant every word he said.
‘And I have to remind you exactly who you’re dealing with!” he said thickly, and then his head bent before she could cry out.With a smothered gasp of self-loathing, she struggled out of that hot embrace, but his arms tightened around her and his kiss deepened, his mouth forcing her to accept the growing passion of the kiss. She started to hit out at him, angry as she felt that hard male body in every nerve-ending, and, most of all, felt the press of his manhood against her.
Suddenly, she was terrified. Her voice shakily pleaded for release. ‘Please...’ Her mouth was against his, her body trembling. ‘Please let me go...Arjun...’ She felt humiliated, intolerably excited, confused...

Chapter 2

“Not one more word Sakshi!” Arjun said while looking at her with hungry and angry eyes.  Something has just been unleashed in him, and he didnt wanna back now! Sakshi has challenged him far too much, she has lied too much, and now she should pay for her mistakes.  He stared at her worried and teary eyes, something twitched in his heart, but unfortunately his anger had more weight, and thus he quickly pushed his care to one corner of his heart.  He released her enough, and decided what to do! He wanted her too much, he had in fact since she came to work in the ETF and was trying to get his attention.
Sensing his retreat, Sakshi aimed a kick at his shin, so as to be able to get away.  He sidestepped, and pulled her to him to prevent anymore kicks.  But that was a very big mistake, she felt good in his arms, warm and delicate. His hands started to caress her back, all the while looking at her shocked eyes.
“Arjun, dekho! I know i made a mistake! I shouldn’t have lied to you! But yeh kya kar rahe ho!” she said with tears.
“Damn you and your lies and your chirpiness! You are a pain!” he said furiously when she reminded him of her lies, and he bent down again and took her mouth hungrily.  His mouth was ardent, insistent on her parted lips. He forced them apart, nipping the lower one with his teeth while his hands explored her body. He was getting drunk on her, and felt himself going taut as he registered the hunger he was feeling to get her even more closer.
His hands went to her hips, and jerked them hard into the thrust of his big hard body, so that she could feel how aroused he was.  She shivered and tried to twist away, uptight with the way he was making her feel.  This was so wrong, he didnt have the right to do something like that with her.  She who had never been even kissed in her life, and here an angry person was taking everything from her, and despite herself was making her want it.
"You...let me go!" she sobbed, tearing her mouth from his. "I hate you Arjun!”
"You don't hate me," he denied. "You want me. You tremble every time I get within a foot of you, and make everything so that i notice you! It's so noticeable a blind man couldn't mistake it." He pulled her close, watching her face as her thighs touched his. "A woman's passion arouses a man's," he whispered roughly. "You made me want you."
"You said I disgust you," she replied, her voice choking on the word.
“You do Miss Sakshi Anand! But what has sex got to do with liking a person! Sex means nothing but the coupling of bodies!” he said huskily, and dragged her hips against his roughly, making her blush even more.
"Feel that? You've got me so hot I can't even think...!" Arjun broke off abruptly as Sakshi stomped on his foot.
"Does that help?" she asked while he was hobbling on the foot.
She moved back from him, shaking with desire and anger, while he cursed roundly and without inhibition.  She pushed him and tried to run away from him, from this parking, from everything.  She just wanted to close herself somewhere and disappear after what had happened here.  But stupid of her, her sprained foot wouldn’t even let her run quickly, and the pain which shoot up was even worst.  She stiffened the pain and tried desperately to run away from an angry Arjun, with tears flowing down her eyes.  She was too stressed and freaked out, that merely a few steps forward she fell down on her knees and again on her wounded arm.
She groaned with pain, but still could hear the steps approaching her.  She felt completely defeated, she was damn too tired and broken after everything.  She couldn’t even get up, her foot was hurting too much.  She waited with fear.
Arjun was very angry when she hurt him and ran away.  He was gonna run after her, when he saw that she was slightly limping and soon fell down on her knees again. “Had he been wrong? If she was really fine, she would have easily run away! But here she was all defeated sitting on the ground!” he thought while he took a few steps towards her. He could see that he had been wrong for once.  He felt her body shiver with fear when he came nearer to her and bent down.
One look at her face was enough to make him guilty.  She was looking at him as if resigned for her sort, and she had such fear as if he was gonna rape her. Of course, if he dared accept then that was exactly what he had almost down.
He picked her up in his arms, and felt her trembling in his arms. “Shhhsss, dont worry! I’m so sorry!” he said gently and went to put her in his SUV.
He was making so many mistakes where Sakshi was concerned lately, but what he had almost done and the words he used, that was the height of everything!
Now what he needed to do was reassure her that everything was good and safe.  He joined her at the back of the SUV, and despite she fought him, he pulled her close to him, and rested her head on his shoulders and patted her back, and this time she could feel the gentleness in his touch, and she could also feel that it was non-sexual the way he was holding her.  So she let herself be hugged and sobbed like a child on his shoulders.
Finally after a long time, she raised her head and looked at him with swollen eyes. Something changed the instant their eyes met, and despite everything Arjun was as if attracted towards her. he bent down slowly, but she flinched again afraid.
"No," he said softly. Softly! It was the first time she'd heard that slow, tender note in his deep voice. "I won't be rough with you. Not ever again." Her body seemed to vibrate as she looked up again not understanding anything.
"I've never deliberately hurt a woman before," he said slowly. "It's just that I've was so angry and then everything went out of control" His hands slid up her arms, over her shoulders, to cup her face. "I don't like having you flinch from me, Sakshi," he whispered, bending. "So I'm going to show you what it should have been like the first time, your first kiss."
His lips were hard and warm but softly probing this time, brushing, lifting, savoring in a sweet tasting that was beyond her control.  A tiny, soundless sob broke as he parted her lips tenderly and fit his own to them with a warm, maddening pressure that made her body ache with new and unexpected sensations. His lean fingers stroked gently through her hair, tilting her head back, his mouth insistent as it probed hers in a rhythm that surprised a moan from her.
She felt one of his hands spread against her cheek, and while his mouth was tormenting hers, his thumb rubbed across her lips, sensitizing them, grazing them against her teeth.
One lean hand moved then, easing down over her shoulder to the soft blouse, finding only softer woman beneath it. His hand slid farther down, over her narrow waist, the curve of her hip, and around to the base of her spine. He drew her hips in slowly until they merged with his, and he gloried in her sudden trembling as she felt the fierce arousal of his body.
"No," she pleaded, trying feebly to turn her head.
He didn't insist. His hand slid back up to her face, brushing away the damp hair, tilting her chin so that he could look into her misty eyes above a mouth that was parted and softly swollen from his kisses.
He then left her and went to take his front seat.  He started the engine and drove out of the parking.  But both knew that what happened between them couldn’t ever be ignored or disregarded.
Their lives had just shifted by 180 degrees.
Amidst pain and anger, they had also discovered a strange tenderness.